Bald Eagle Music Video "This Is America" (AEF)

Brings tears to my eyes. Americans have forgotten what we were built on. People need to Stand up and be counted and not let us be destoryed by the outside world

Fools, ignorant's and everything else inbetween

Finally, the week is over. It has been physically, mentally exhausting. Thursday I couldnt bear to leave the house. And took three naps I just was beat and so was my poor body. Today, did some more walking which my legs dont seem to really like doing and then messed with the bus system. Went to K-mart as Jodi wanted to get Baily his Halloween costume got the bus there just fine. But you would thing the bus would come right back to the same spot. Well it does except it stops at the side of kmart and the one that stops at the front doesnt go downtown at all it goes into a big big circle. And of course we didnt find this out until we made the complete round trip talk about pissed. Then it made us so late we had to get off the bus a block and half from school and had to cut across the park without sidewalks. Now I dont mind it but I still dont feel good. Then I get home and the food stamp office gave me the wrong paper. Instead of the change of address and add people papethey had me fill a brand new app. Now when they called to verify the information to set up the interview. I advised her it wastn a new case it was a transfer from one county to the next and change of address. She then sent me the stupid interview date for new cases. Called her again and she said I had a open case here. Said now I had open in crawfordsville and I was transferring and more crap. Couldnt get hold of the case worker so monday I am walking down there and it will be strenghten out for sure. Now my lappy is going down something to do with the windows app and I am in the safe mode with networking hopefully this will do until I can get it fixed so today has been a fools day I am afraid

Groan, Groan, Sigh

10pm and I have figured since Saturday morning I have walked around 10miles and I am tired. After taking Bailey to school I came back to the house and then left and went to jodi's. We then went to down and changed food stamp info and applied for medicad. Then went to the social security office and they couldnt find my ex's name so In have to go back with his ss#. We went back to jodi's and then to work one so I could help her with her resume ex. Then we walked to her doctor's appointment. We set there from 2:30pm until 6:30pm. And then he looked at her and told her having seizures wasnt good.(ya think) and since they are only allowed to referral to outside sourses and they had met thiers they dont know how they will get her in to see a nurologist. so actually the doctors appointment was totally useless. If you have no insurance or money forget getting help.
We got home at around 7, BA was jumping all over and the cats were all over the place. I forgot to uncover the birds so had to do that for a few hours then recover them. So our little routine was blown and that isnt good at this point. I dont know Jodi will be homeless friday because of the slumlord.But, she will stay one week with a friend and then we shall see. But, I just cant let her come here or it would be a repeat of the past few years and I just cant go through that again. I feel bad butttttt I just cant.
Tomorrow I plan to stay at home and do what hasnt got done for the past few days. I am really tired and have walked until I cant walk no more. Anyway I get my flu shot on the 25th so then I will see if I have lost anything. But, I am to tired to think of that tonight. I did get some good pictures today. Tried to get a picture of a little woodpecker but my zoom wasnt strong enough but still it was a good day. hugs to all

Can it get any earlier?

It is now 8am. I made the mistake of getting up to go pee and BA decided he wanted to go out. All  find and dandy until a early morning jogger went by and he had to go spastic and not finish is business. So he comes in and we go back to bed. And kept hearing things and barking his fool head off. So , I am up and you got it he is asleep in the chair. I am going to goose him in a minute.  And I am so tired.
My exSIL finally showed up yesterday around 1:30am. So after waiting around most of the day. We got started. She did bring me a vaccum cleaner of hers and she gave me her stereo as it is only a cd changer and she cant get the cassette part to work. And She did get a good buy on a five cd changer at Big lots for $55 and it was an RCA so we are both happy. I will up grade later. And as a house warming gift she bought me a set of dishes which was nice and some food storage containers.  Landlord's son came by and finally paid the rent. I think is dad has been sick. Anyway that is one worry off my mind.
We went to Wally world and I exchanged my camera batterie charger and lets see if I can work this one right. Might be nice to read the instructions. And then we went to Brookston which is a town 7 miles away and got some Meat. Let me say they have the best meat around and have a lot of good buys. I got about 27 lbs of meat for around $2.50 a lb. And I do love thier meat. We left there and went to Aldi's discount food store. Got quite a few things I needed since I moved. Got salad things but for some reason thier veggies and fruit werent as good as usual. We then went to Steak and Shake to get something to eat. And the chicken fingers were so dry and some were like sponge, we got one meal free and then they are giving one gift card for the other. Usually I get a steakburger. That will teach me to change. After that we went to Big Lots. Then we picked up my grandson Bailey. (long story will go into someother time when I know ) It took us time to unload. And put away. Of course BA was having fits as he was alone for a few hours. Got to sit down and relax for a while ended up going to bed at midnight and couldnt sleep as for some reason my muscles in my upper arms and shoulders were killing me. Looks like it is going to be along day and I am already tired. So it is early and I am tired. So dont know if I am going to make the church dinner Jodi wants me to go to. Might make them come get Bailey and I will stay home dont know yet. It's to earlier to think of it.

Busy Day maybe

Well have been here one week and two days. It does feel weird being alone and not working my life around other people. BA is doing better. Very spoiled that is for sure. Mama cat Hallo is doing better and so are the babies. I havent really named these like the last time but they are not as distintively marked. Two are black like her and two are grey with black stripes. They are cute of course.
Hopefully I am suppose to go to the store in a little town away from here. Just outside of here but it has great meat and pretty good prices. So I dont get to go there often. My ex-SIL is coming supposely she might have had a mild stroke the other night. Actually I think she is taking to much insulin and she needs to get another doctors opinion. Anyway she is bring somethings down like a vaccum cleaner and she is giving me her one cd radio stero as she wants to buy the 5 changer stero at Big Lots. I want to go to Wally world and take my camera battiery charger that doesnt work so I can take some pictures. And there are a few things I want to get.
Actually, I have only been outside the flat once this week. Went with pearl to dollar general but I did need a broom. Other wise I havent left just didnt feel like it. Well I had better call SIL just to make sure she is coming. Maybe this will be a good day after all

Toss Turn might as well get up

I have tossed and turned all night. I went to bed at 11:30 got up at 1:30 and took BA out then stayed up until 3 and tossed and turned until 4:15 got up and decided to put the shower curtian up that I got yesterday then went back to bed and got up again it is 5:15 might as well stay up.
exSIL is coming today and I have a appointment with Salvation Army thanks for help from Play. Now I can't remember for the life of me what time I am suppose to be there. Called and left a message and she hasnt got back with me. Anyway am going to get some groceries been trying to not use the food stamps until I got to got to the store I want to go. Did go to the Dollar Store (not dollars anymore) and had to get me a broom and dust pan and can opener and the all mighty shower curtain. Of course I had to bet Doggie Food. I did get some spices 2 for $1 cheapest thing there.
I am sleeping on a bedframe and box springs. yes, it is hard. Then my daughter's ex boyfriends mother found a mattress in a yard and brought it over. My friend that help me move and lives in the back apt. help carry it on the side porch she said it smelled like dog and if people threw it out there was a reason. She said you might as well go out and buy a new one.(she has no clue) I said if I had the money I would but that aint going to happen and pearl knew this and was trying to help. I am having my sIL look and smell it and see what she says. Anyway, I know I should be happy I am here but for some reason I am depressed and yes waiting for the other shoe to fall it always does. well think I will go get a cup of coffee because if I go to bed now I will feel worse when I got up. Now I am getting sleepy.